March 2012
Anyone: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
February 2012
heymicheleee asked: well, some nights, i wish that this all would end cause i could use some friends for a change. and some nights, i'm scared you'll forget me again. some nights, i always win, i always win.
“Now I know a disease that these doctors can’t treat. You contract it the day you...”
– Bright Eyes - A Scale, A Mirror, And Those Indifferent Clocks
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fact #7
i’ve never liked soda. or any other drinks with carbonation.
1 tag
step one: take out homework
step two: reward self with two hours of internet for getting that far
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remember when i posted a song of the day?
that was fun. i should do that again.
conflationss:
everyone time a guy willingly talks to me, I assume he’s either gay or playing a prank on me.
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health services
nurse: do you smoke cigarettes?
me: i quit.
nurse: do you do any drugs? smoke pot?
me: not anymore.
nurse: do you drink alcohol?
me: only a little.
nurse: so how is life?
me: it's great.
