everyone always tells me i go to so many concerts. but i feel like i don’t go to enough! i only went to one this summer and even though it was only a few weeks ago, i feel like it’s been years since i’ve been to one. i’m just addicted to them i guess haha. well there is a free music fest in two weeks but i am missing it because i am going to visit a college. but we bought...
nobody dies a virgin. life fucks us all.– kurt cobain
i’ve cried, and you’d think i’d be better for it, but the...– conor oberst
the good and the bad.
i have good days and bad days. on good days, i smile a lot. i laugh a lot. i feel lucky. but it doesn’t last. maybe i am stopping myself because i don’t think i deserve it. i end up convincing myself i am meant to be this way and things will never change. on bad days, i cry a lot. i think a lot. i feel like giving up. i stopped believing that i will get better. but i am done living...
port jeff/an evening with the maine.
this has been a great last few days. we just got back from alyssa’s house. first of all, we left sunday morning. my dad rode with us on the train to penn station and then me and michele rode the long island railroad by ourselves to alyssa’s house! i don’t know why, but it got me really excited. i finally feel like i am growing up and i can do things on my own. anyway, it was so...