so a lot has happened recently-ish. and i feel the need to to talk about some things. i started going to therapy about a month ago. i can’t really say if it is helping yet or not because it hasn’t been that long. and i know these things don’t happen overnight. my therapist told me to go see a psychologist so i could get properly diagnosed and maybe start on some medication. so i...
i need some inspiration. my dreams seem so unreachable. i need someone to tell me that it’s possible. that you can do anything as long as you set your mind to it. i don’t believe it at all. i’m never going to be able to accomplish what i want. and right now i feel like everything is falling apart. nothing helps, i never feel like doing anything. i have no energy in me to do the...
ten thirty-nine p.m.
tonight i feel like sleeping with the light on and the windows wide open. the air smells fresh and the chill gives me goosebumps. i have bright eyes playing from the speakers. and it makes me want to go on an adventure. walk the streets after it just rained, barefoot. or go for a car ride listening to music you know all the words to but you only sing along in your head because that’s...