February 2010
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eleven thirty eight p.m.
here we go again: staying up way too late when it is totally unnecessary. what is it going to take for me to grow up and stop being such a procrastinator? i am so tired. sleep seems to be impossible these days. i feel so stressed out. i have so many these and projects this week it’s unbelieveable. i can’t handle it. hopefully i have a better day tomorrow- like that will happen!...
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eleven thirty two p.m.
how come every time i write i feel like i am going to throw up? gah! i feel so sick right now. probably because i ate so much today. my stupid eating problem. me and meesh had a talk the other day about change. how we are going to go on a diet, lose weight, exercise and just be more healthy. we would manage our time better, stop being slobs and lazy asses and help mom and dad around the house....
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one fourteen a.m.
i still feel like i might throw up. and my head really hurts. i don’t know if it’s because my thoughts are too loud or i am just really tired or both. today was a really bad day. not considering the events that took place but because of the way i felt. i have been having a lot of good days lately: having school off and feeling a lot closer to my mom. but today i felt (for the lack of a...
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right from wrong?
thursday was the first day of new classes for the new semester. i am happy to be taking music theory, i really really love it! and of course i took sewing again because i really enjoy it and i want to get better. but i also took it because of the teacher. i love my sewing teacher. she is the happiest person i have ever met. if you ever make a mistake so big that you have to start all over, she has...
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uh oh.
so i originally got a tumblr to follow people. but then i thought, i should write some things down myself, maybe it will make me feel better. and it does. i feel like every time i write something down i feel a bit of release. but looking back at my posts, they all kind of sound the same and i struggle to get my point across. maybe because i am afraid of who will read this, because at first, no one...
